One of my
favorite prayers is found in a service called Compline. The last line of the
prayer says, “shield the joyous.” As the father of two young children, this
prayer has become especially meaningful in recent days. For now, my children
are living in a world where there is no gunman who murders 59 people and injures
500+. For Mary Katherine, tragedy looks like not being able to stay at the Fair
for another thirty minutes.
I know that
the cruel reality of the world will shatter their reality soon enough. I still remember
that sinking feeling in my gut as I watched news reports out of Columbine where
two students murdered thirteen other students before killing themselves. I was
a freshman in high school and was confronted with the terrifying thought that
something like this could happen at my school.
Since then,
I feel like this kind of news has become almost routine. I have moved beyond feeling
shocked when something like this happens. Humanity and human sin is more
destructive than we can possibly fathom. This is a terrible feeling especially
as I think about the future of my children.
What if their reality is so filled
with acts of violence and evil that it seems commonplace? What happens when I
can no longer shield them from evil and hatred? What will I say when their
heart breaks the first time the world disappoints them? As Mr. Rogers once
said, I will tell them to look for the helpers. Look for the people who risk
their lives for the sake of another.
But what will I say the tenth time
the world disappoints them? As much as I’d like to tell them to keep trusting in the goodness of humanity, it is growing more and more apparent to
me that, despite our best efforts, the goodness of humanity is not capable of ridding
the world of evil – at least not on our own. We are too prideful. We are too
married to our own ways and own ideas. At least, I know I am.
However, I do trust that with God’s
help we can start to convey a different reality amid a broken and sinful world.
And that reality becomes real when we look at our children. Jesus said, “Let
the little children come to me, and do not stop them; for it is to such as
these that the kingdom of heaven belongs.”
Our children - the joyous - remind us of the way
the world should be. Most of our
children are living in a reality that is filled with hope and possibilities and
joy. God was on to something when he chose to come into this broken and sinful
world as a vulnerable, giggling baby boy.
When I look at children, my heart
changes. I become softer and more kind. I can let go of my arrogance and pride –
the things that give birth to sin and destruction. I become more willing to
compromise and give up doing things the way I’ve always done them.
When I hold my son John, I discover
that John is the one who is holding me in love. In this moment, my life is not
so much shaped by my own needs but the needs of my child.
Jesus invites us to hold the
children of the world close so that we may be held by a love that makes the
world a more joyful place – a love that is not passive or silent in the face of
hatred and violence, a love that turns swords into ploughshares, a love that puts
into action the faith we proclaim, a love born out of the goodness and mercy of
Jesus Christ our Lord.
Shield the joyous not just for
their sake but for the sake of the whole world.
Let us pray.
Keep watch, dear Lord, with those who work, or watch, or weep
this night, and give your angels charge over those who sleep. Tend the sick,
Lord Christ; give rest to the weary, bless the dying, soothe the
suffering, pity the afflicted, shield the joyous; and all for your love's
sake. Amen.
Jack, this is my favorite piece of yours. Good work.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Mary Keeley.
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