First of all, I want to say thank
you for the overwhelming show of love in the days following my mother’s
death. It is during times like these
that I am especially grateful for family.
In addition to my earthly family, I am grateful for the family that
Jesus has chosen for me through the Church and in particular through the parish
at St. Paul’s. I truly hope all of you
know what a special family you have here at St. Paul’s.
With my mother in mind, I want to reflect on today’s lesson by
remembering a conversation I had with my mom.
About 10 years ago, my mom spent some time in Chicago to reconnect with
her family of origin and lived with her cousin Kitty. As she was walking down the frigid streets of
Chicago one afternoon, she noticed a homeless man asleep on a bench.
She wanted to stop to help but
didn’t know how. She didn’t have any
money. She didn’t know where the closest
homeless shelter was. While helpless,
she felt compassion for this man. And
she carried the image of this homeless man with her for the rest of the
day.
Being the Catholic she was raised to
be, she prayed the Rosary holding this man up in prayer asking Mary to comfort
this man with the loving care of a mother.
At some point during her prayers she came to the realization that this
homeless man might have been Jesus. What
if he was Jesus? she asked.
What if he was Jesus? Even though my mom didn’t find physical
shelter for this man, she did something even more important. She carried the pain and anguish of this man with
her and handed it over to the Blessed Mother, to Mary whose Son was mocked,
whipped, stripped, and left alone to die on a cross.
My mom identified Jesus in a helpless, homeless man whom the world had
forgotten and left for dead. And she
prayed that he might find comfort and relief in the loving arms of the Blessed
Mother whose tender care heals the broken hearted. (pause)
We live in a world that is terrified of getting too close to the Lazarus’of the world. In fact, we build symbolic
and even physical gates so we don’t have to notice the poor man covered with
sores lying outside our gates – out of sight, out of mind.
But who could blame us? It’s
just too much sometimes. So we close
ourselves off from the pain of the world – and even from the pain in our own
hearts. But we all learned a long time
ago that ignoring the pain just kicks the can down the road until the can turns
into a boulder that can’t be kicked.
I do find it interesting, though, that so often we are moved with
compassion when national or global tragedy strikes. We are quick to raise money and offer
prayers. We are quick to travel
thousands of miles to aid those in need.
Truly, we are a people who have the capacity to show compassion because
we have a God who has the capacity to show compassion. However, for whatever reason, it seems the
most difficult people to show compassion to are often the people we see every
day like the Lazarus’ at our gate.
Is it because we know the poor man at our gate won’t change? Is it because we know all too well that
Lazarus didn’t get there by chance?
Lazarus must have made a series of choices that led him to a place where
only dogs stopped to notice his pain.
But as one of my mom’s favorite writers and theologians Thomas Merton
notes, “Our job is to love others without stopping to inquire whether or not
they are worthy. That is not our business, and, in fact, it’s nobody’s
business. What we are asked to do is love, and this love itself will render both
ourselves and our neighbors worthy.”
We in the South have an especially hard time with this notion of loving
the so-called “unworthy”. We are a
people who work hard for what we get. We
are a people who know that the way to get ahead is by showing good manners and
proper etiquette. While these are all
good things, if these social niceties and hard work do not shape the heart to
love even the unlovable, then we have missed the point.
If we have learned anything in Luke’s Gospel, then we know that Jesus
isn’t interested in being fair. Jesus isn't interested in being polite. Remember that Jesus didn't care when his disciples didn't wash their hands before dinner ?Remember
the Prodigal Son? Remember the Lost
Sheep? Remember the Unjust Steward? No, the gospel is not about fairness. The gospel is about showing compassion to the
lonely, the last, and the rejected – even if the gospel has to break the 'rules'.
I believe that we as a people not only try to ignore the Lazarus at the
gate but also the Lazarus inside our own hearts. And in an attempt to ignore Lazarus in us all
we inevitably strive to be like the rich man dressed in purple who feasts
sumptuously every day. When we ignore
Lazarus, we will spend our lives trying to outrun the disgrace of poverty only
to find ourselves, at our death, facing eternal poverty.
Ultimately, if we shutout Lazarus, then we reject Christ himself, the
One who lifts the world to life by becoming poor and lowly, despised and
rejected. But tricky part is that if we are
willingly to notice Lazarus, we will make ourselves vulnerable to the pain and
anguish of the world. If we do carry Lazarus
in our hearts, then we will come to the terrible conclusion that we cannot
possibly bear this terrible burden. If
we do notice Lazarus, our hearts will break.
But carrying the pain of the world is way of the cross. But the good news says that the way of the
cross teaches us lay our burden down at the feet of Jesus, the way of the cross
teaches us to cast our grief on the One who says, “Come to me,
all you that are weary and are carrying heavy burdens, and I will give you
rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me; for I am gentle and humble in
heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my
burden is light.”
While the 1970s cultural
phenomenon of I’m okay, you’re okay might
have been appropriate for its time, I believe we would do better today to say,
“I’m not okay, you’re not okay, but we can be okay together.” As Jesus shows us in his life, death, and
resurrection, the path to healing begins when we share the pain of the other,
when we share the burden of the other, when we put our trust in a God who makes
all things new – even pain and death.
Ultimately, Jesus, in his
brokenness, lifts a world of pain and death to life again. Likewise, when we lift the broken and
downtrodden to life again, we lift the broken and downtrodden inside our own
heart and soul to life again. I will say
again that you at St. Paul’s are an inspiring witness to this truth.
And now, as we finish
raising money to take care of our house through Building on our Foundation, it
is time to look outward. We at St.
Paul’s have a house of worship where all the neighborhood kids want to come and
play.
We have the prettiest windows. We have the only bell tower with real bells. We have a courtyard where everyone wants to
come and have their pictures done. We
have the best breakfast in Selma. And we
have the most intelligent and loving and caring people in town.
I hope we, the family of St.
Paul’s, learn to embrace what we do best and truly make this beautiful and
sacred space a house where all are invited and welcome. As Frederick Beuchner said, “vocation is the
place where our greatest gifts meet the world’s greatest needs.” In the following weeks, I invite you to pray
about where St. Paul’s greatest gifts can meet our community’s greatest needs.
I’m not asking you to come
up with programs that require a lot of money.
I’m simply asking you to consider how St. Paul’s can take what we already
do best and offer our best to those who long to know what it means to be a part
of a loving family. How can we offer our
best to the Lazarus’ of this world, to the Jesus who lies in the ditch?
I know some of you might be
thinking that this sounds like too much change.
Maybe, maybe not. But I can tell
you, based on the Episcopal Church’s latest paper on growth and decline,
churches who do not change to adapt to the needs of their neighbors are the
first churches to decline and even die.
And I know this, God did not
call us to preserve our historic buildings just so we could stay the same. God is taking a church who has been faithful
to the needs of a community for over 175 years and calling us grow more and
more into a people who reflect the kingdom of heaven in a church building that
is a powerful witness to that kingdom.
As I remembered in my round
of golf on Friday, you can’t finish strong if all you are thinking about is
maintaining the good scorecard you already have. We at St. Paul’s have a great round going and
instead of making sure we don’t blow it; we hold a faith that tells us that the
only way we can possibly blow it is if we aren’t willing to risk taking all the
shots that we have in our bag – remember the parable of the talents?
Beloved, God has blessed St.
Paul’s with so much. God has blessed St.
Paul’s with a building that oozes with the riches of his grace. God has blessed us with the capacity to show
compassion through Jesus Christ, the One who died for you. God has dismantled the gates of fear and
death and sin and poverty forever.
The only thing left to
choose is a life that seeks to serve the risen Christ in the heart of the
Lazarus who lies at our gate. The only
thing left to do is to claim the truth in both word and deed that everyone
belongs to the family of God. Amen.
